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disruptor : syndrome

by cats[in]musique

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♦ L Y R I C S ♦ I'll say, "I died without a name. Walking alone on broken narrow roads". And so I carry on. I'll say, "so here we meet again. The shadows of my sinful, joyful pain." And so I carry on. This is my own recall that I will die alone. This hollow emptiness, the one I can't repress. And as the time goes by, I'll sing my last goodbye. A sinner's symphony. Disruptor sindromé.
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♦ L Y R I C S ♦ Death lies ahead for all of us. Saints and sinners alike dancing under a blood moon. To the beat. To the beat. To the beat of the nocturnal rythmn.
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cursed song 05:29
♦ L Y R I C S ♦ And so, you come to me. Needless to say you ran away From your tormented past. All the sinners won't last Degeneration of humanity. Judging me. Tearing me. Egoist. Vanity slave. Choking me. Holding me. Hypocrite. Bipolar mess. All you keep is me. All you see is me. All you breath is me. All you speak is me. All you spread is me. All you preach is me. All you need is me. All you feel is me. AND ALL I AM IS...HATE. Toxic love. Purity lost. A cursed song for your rotten soul. All you keep is me. All you see is me. All you breath is me. All you speak is me. All you spread is me. All you preach is me. All you need is me. AND I ALL I AM IS...HATE. It's all a game to you. Sure you know the truth. Deep inside your soul while you dance alone. AND ALL I AM IS...HATE. All you keep is me. All you see is me. All you breath is me. All you speak is me. All you spread is me. All you preach is me. All you need is me. AND ALL I AM IS...HATE. This is all that we are. We are the children of chaos, the ones who ripped out their souls. We infect the world like a virus. We are the lost generation. We are the lost generation. We are the lost generation. This is your cursed song. This is your cursed song.
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♦ L Y R I C S ♦ Raise your voice, children of the nation. Raise the flags and sing along with us. Break your horns, demons of the sun. Take off your halos, angels of the dusk. The waiting is over. Gather all the lambs. The gods have spoken. We will go to war. Innocence is now forgotten. Time to shed your skin and bones. No one will remember us so save your tears and save your soul. Blood is raining from the heavens. Flames are rising from the ground. Bellum omnium contra omnes! Bellum internecinum!
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time for war 03:42
♦ L Y R I C S ♦ We therefore commit these bodies to the ground. Children of the nation. Martyrs to some, demons to others. Earth to earth, dust to dust. Ashes to ashes. We pray until dusk. Sisters and brothers. Daughters and sons. They share the same value, when the men behind the sun. Pay for the price of war. Born to obey. Colors turn to grey. Soldier on! Breathing in hell. Fight another day. We will come back home! Seed of destruction that was planted in me. Making me fight their war against my own will. A never ending cycle of corruption and blood. Broken nations were the price for kings to play god! We therefore commit these bodies to the ground. Children of the nation whose names were never found. Martyrs to some and demons to others, forgetting that we all were once sisters and brothers. Collateral damage, apologies and lies. Same old propaganda just to cover up their crimes. We share the same value when the tyrants extend their hands, create a master plan and pay the price to take the lands. The ones who are in control, they send us to destroy! Born to obey. Colors turn to grey. Soldier on! Breathing in hell. Fight another day. We will come back home! A never ending cycle of corruption and blood. Broken nations were the price for kings to play god!
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♦ L Y R I C S ♦ Alone again. I've been dreaming of you night and day. It's been so long. It's been so long. Cry again. I can hear you somewhere far away. It's deafening. It's deafening. Dance with me. Lovely mistress of my memories. I won't let go now. Won't let go. Tearing me. Walls of sanity are caving in. I can't go back now. Can't go back now. Let me stay forever in this place inside my fantasies. Oh, lonely ghost. It's chasing me. It's chasing me. Perfect beauty is out of reach, a truth I should have known before. Oh, broken soul. It's killing me. It's killing me. Somewhere deep within my heart, I created idols just to love. Silent voices whispering: "show us all the pain you kept inside". As my hope just fades to black, I got nothing left to give you back. Finally it's happening, nightmares will turn heaven into hell. Angels and demons collide against each other. The pages are burning. My letters won't be found. A blinded delusion it's all I've ever known. No prayers. No answers. Your name forever lost. Alone again. I've been dreaming of you night and day. It's been so long I can't recall your...
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♦ L Y R I C S ♦ Just another day, keeping for myself all these burning secrets, all these crumbling feelings. under lock and key. Do you even care what I have to say? Well, I hope you don't 'cause this will hurt a lot. Poison in my blood. Hiding underneath, deep within the skin. Growing like a virus. Feeding like a leech. Maybe it's a disease. Maybe it is just me. Say it again. Say it again. All over again. All over again. I am not a saint anymore! Anymore! I don't need these chains. These are all your chains. Time to say goodbye and carry on! It's been so long! I won't bear this cross inside my soul! I can't go on! Toxic carnivour, using words of faith. Choking and deceiving. Let me go! Set me free! In the name of God, justify your sins. Broken creed. In the name of chaos, praise a rotten priest. There's no difference. You are all the same. Preaching is your weapon! I'm sinking deeper. I'm sinking deeper. Locked inside a room, children stare at them. Circle of death. Circle of death. Praying to the lord, isolating from all the voices with no redemption. Getting used to hate. Getting used to obey out of fear. It's all fear. Convenant of blood. Sempiternal sin. Freedom of speech is pagan poetry. Devil's institution. All your glory is gone. Fire! Parish of corruption. Paradise was sold. Liar! Hiding black blood in your veins, things will never change. Tyrant! Return to hell, right where you belong!
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An emotional journey into an unknown world, full of industrial beats, hypnotic drones and agressive dark synths. This is how I would sum up what's about to happen when you hit the play button.

The fourth album is the just the first stage of a new trilogy of works that began production back in may 2021 and took almost a year to complete every step of the recording and mastering process. And between dark rhythmic synths, raw guitars and bombastic percussions, I intended to always maintain core melodies as intact and pure as possible. The goal was to invite the listener into an emotional journey, being careful enough to set right even the order of the tracks.
So, with that said, have a nice seat and drive into this world of dystopian soundscapes. Enjoy the ride!

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released February 7, 2022

JC as cats[in]musique.
Pianos, synths, samples, vocals & electronic beats by JC.
Track 06 "time for war", guitars provided by Diego Vera.
Produced and mixed from may to november 2021.

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cats[in]musique Lima, Peru

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♫ I'm a music writter from Lima, Peru.
cats[in]musique is my personal project, where electronic beats and atmosphere music are the main protagonists.

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